I watched something yesterday that stayed with me. A YouTube video that described the everyday activities of an old woman living in the Carpathian Mountains. Compared to how I live, this all appeared to be a hard-scrabble life. There was poverty. She was older, and because of that, the normal stuff she did took longer. Getting up out of bed. Allowing her old bones to settle before getting up out of bed.
Part of her waking routine was to have a quick word with
God. I suppose it was God. It could have been Jesus. She would make the sign of
the cross several times, pausing to kiss a holy medallion she wore about her
neck. I can remember other people doing that as I grew up, but the kissing part
was rare. We couldn’t hear what she said in the video, but I saw her lips
moving. So, a prayer? Maybe.
Her day commenced. It took her forever to get dressed. That
happens when you’re older. They said in the description that she was in her
80s. That’s not much older than I am, but I don’t live in poverty or work as
hard as she still does. Granted, I don’t get out to do chores like feeding the
chickens, but I am mobile. Her chickens seemed to murmur as she greeted them, opening the coop doors to allow them access to bugs in the yard.
In the film, she decided to go to the market. Somebody came
to give her a ride. We never learned who it was; a neighbor? Her son? All I
know is that after she struggled to get into the back seat, she started
praying, drawing the sign of the cross several times, and trying to kiss her
medallion as the car jerked forward and bumped along the way to the market. All
the while she was holding onto the strap in the car for dear life. It seemed to
me that she might be terrified, although whether it was the car, the bumpy
road, or her driver, I couldn’t tell.
At the market she bought a few things. It was a farmer’s
market, all out in the open. We’ve all probably been to one sometime or other.
She even bought some chickens. The guy who gave her a ride came to help her
load the chickens in their cardboard box into the trunk of the car. She
struggled her way into the back seat again, and once more, there was a flurry
of getting settled in the seat, arranging her packages, saying prayers, kissing
her medallion, and drawing the sign of the cross.
That’s when it hit me. She was staying in touch with God.
These were outward, demonstrable signs of asking for help or of just being with
God. Personally, though I am Catholic, I don’t do this. I do all of that
silently if I need to. But what it did was make me wonder how a person could
keep in contact with God if they wanted to. There’s no charge for it. You
actually don’t have to get dressed up. You don’t have to wait for church.
I talk to Spirit all the time. It’s like I’ve got a headset
on, and the conversations are ongoing with my Spirit Guide or with ordinary folk
in Spirit. I rarely talk to God. Or to Jesus. Oh, I have to tell you a
channeling funny. One time something happened that I didn’t like. I can’t even
remember what it was. Maybe I spilled something. Like I said, I can’t remember.
Anyway, I said, “Jesus!” Somebody in Spirit said, “What?”
If you believe in God, your God is not that far away. Just
say hello every once in a while.
Thanks for reading. Come back for more. I write lots.
Pauline Evanosky
Where I Am
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